Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Bolivar "The Liberator"
update.
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Curse Your Branches.
There are certain people in my life that I have never met that have very special places in my heart. One of men is David Bazan. My junior year in highschool I went to a little sleepover camp out at my friend Matt Graham’s house in Momeyer, NC. There are 2 things I remember very well about that night; 1.) Putting on a fireman’s suit and rolling through the bonfire, and 2.) Listening to “Winners Never Quit” by Pedro the Lion. To listen is to love. From that moment on I listened to everything I could by Pedro the Lion whose front man was David Bazan. In those early years he was on Jade Tree records (which in itself holds another very special part of my heart). David’s lyrics have always been brutally honest, and his music insanely simple. It was not about the simplicity of the music, but how perfect the music went with the way he sang it. Each song is beautifully written and his voice is one that can never be mistaken. David’s lyrics challenged me in my Christian walk more than any other band at the time. His honesty made me question so many things that I knew about the Lord. It seemed like he was having the same struggles as so many people, but unlike so many he was willing to talk about it. He would say things that surprised me for example:
“You were too busy steering the conversation toward the Lord, to hear the voice of the Spirit begging you to shut the F up, you thought it must be the Devil trying to make me go astray; besides it could not have been the Lord because you don’t believe He talks that way…”
But you could always tell he was really struggling with his faith.
“I can’t say it like I sing it, and I can’t sing it like I think it, and I can’t think it like I feel it, and I don’t feel a thing.”
And
“Who shall I blame for this sweet and heavy trouble, for every stupid struggle I don’t know, I could buy you a drink, I could tell you all about it. I could tell you why I doubt it, and why I still believe it, and why I need it, and what the Pharisees don’t see.”
You could always tell though that He was holding on. Today however, I heard his new album entitled “Curse Your Branches.” I heard this album while driving to the beach and it honestly broke my heart. I think David has finally walked away from the Lord. Throughout the whole album his blatantly bitter lyrics toward the Lord ring out with passion. He questions God as to whether he “”pushed man when man fell.” Claiming that since God knew what was going to happen, and he made us anyway didn’t he just create us to be fallen creatures? The whole album is just track after track of surprising lyrics until in my opinion the climax of the album. The last verse of the entire album ends with,
“I might as well admit it, like I even have a choice. The crewmen killed the Captain but they still can hear His voice. The shadow on the water, a whisper in the wind on long walks with my daughter who is lately full of questions about You. When Job asked You the question You responded with ‘who are you to challenge the creator’ well if that one part is true, it makes you sound defensive like you had not thought it through enough to have an answer or you might have bitten off more than you could chew.”
I feel so down about this whole thing. I love sad songs, (and waltzes) but when they are about love and love lost it is a completely different feeling. To hear David, someone I care about, speak of walking away from the Lord, someOne I REALLY care about, it is the saddest thing that I have felt in a while. Hopefully He is just going through a time in his life when he’s down and out. The good news is that “He who began a good work in us will carry it out until the day of redemption.” I just hope that season for David comes soon, and that he writes and album about it. I hope one song talks about how new life can spring from dry brittle branches. Any thoughts?
Ps. If you love simple musical composure you should still check the album out, just be prepared to be sad when it’s said and done.
Saturday, July 11, 2009
A Few AM Thoughts
Monday, July 6, 2009
Relaxation Station
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Theory
Friday, June 26, 2009
Wam Bam Thank You Ma'am
Thursday, June 18, 2009
A fun reminisce
If you LOVED Uno Mas as much as I do, you will be thrilled to know that there is SOMEWHERE a video for this amazing movie. Stay tuned and hopefully I can find it!
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
I like songs about drifters books about the same.
Friday, June 12, 2009
I'm a loner dottie..a rebel
Thursday, June 11, 2009
It's All Crazy! It's All False! it's All A Dream It's Alright!
Scene 1: Curtain up.
It was December 2004 and Joby and I were on our way to Lynchburg to visit my then girlfriend Anna. We stopped off at Ace's Basement, a little venue in the basement of a hotel, to see a then small band play: Mewithoutyou. Joby and I were both huge fans of the band then early on in their "Catch for us the Foxes" tour. To see them is to love them. They are raw, energetic, and frankly just don't care about anything that touches materialism with a 10 foot pole. The album was beautiful, it was new, it was full of Spiritual themes. Aaron's unprecedented honesty shone through in each verse as he poetically related his deepest secrets and struggles of life through song. Their next album was "Brother Sister." This album progressed musically away from the post-hardcore of Foxes to some in between stage of folk and rock. Brother Sister was just as beautiful, honest and raw as Foxes, and previously A B Life. Their Spiritual highlights in this album came to a stunning climax in "In a Sweater Poorly Knit" as Aaron's heart shines through in a prayer to the Lord to increase to such a point in his life that Aaron would no longer exist, but only He would exist. I have been encouraged, challenged and pleased with every listen of these fine albums. In 2009 Mewithoutyou's newest, and possibly final, album came out. "It's all Crazy! It's all False! It's all a Dream It's Alright!." Musically this album completes the transition from post hardcore to folk. It begins with an odd sort of Mates of State beat before bringing in signature sounding riffs. The trouble I have with this album is the lyrical content. It is, to say the least beautiful. So many lines are so well written that often times I have to pause the song and just think about them. However many of their songs talk about Sufi fables. "The Fox, The Crow, and the Cookie is one of these. All throughout this album Sufism and the teachings of Bawa Muhaiyaddeen are seen. The other huge issue I have with this album is the last song entitled "Allah Allah Allah" In this song Aaron sings that in everyone we meet, in everything we see, in everything we do, Allah Allah Allah is in all those things. Now, I know that Aaron's father is Muslim and his mother Jewish (weird huh!) and based on his previous albums I would assume that he is simply using the word "allah" as the standard arabic word for "god," instead of the proper noun that denotes the "one and only god of the Muslim religion."
What is this saying? What is being implied or stretched here? I began to think, what if I were riding in the car with my pastor and that song came on, what would he think? But also isn't it easy to assume and confuse the "standard arabic name for god" and the "muslim name for the one and only God?" is it THAT far of a stretch to assume that the muslim Allah is simply the way Muslims worship the same God as christians worship? From there it's not that far of a skip to assume that if Muslims are worshipping the same God as we are, then anyone who worships whole heartedly is actually worshipping the same God as the Bible. This just is NOT the case. Over and over again the Bible proclaims that there is one way to God, through Jesus Christ.
The MOST frustrating thing about this to me is that I keep talking to my friends about it and I ask them specifically what they think of "Allah Allah Allah" and they love it. They're like oh such a cool concept, I like how it stretches traditional christians, and makes them think outside of the "box."
Who knows, maybe I'm just getting old, or maybe all my friends are just getting lazy, but I'd be willing to bet that it is the same old trick the our adversary has used since day 1, taking Biblical truth and subtracting or adding small parts in order to deceive.
Bottom Line, concept wise I am very disappointed with this album. I am also a little concerned with people who think this is perfectly cool. If i have it wrong PLEASE let me know because I'd LOVE to LOVE this album. But if you're going to tell me to step outside the traditional "Box" then I'd rather not hear it. I know what the traditional "box" is and I know that it's the only way to live and worship the One True God for eternity, and I'm just fine with staying there even if it's not the coolest thing to do.
What are your thoughts on this? Do I have it wrong? Do I have it right? Do you care?
Dog is my co-pilot
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
With a name like Norman...
Friday, June 5, 2009
The Decemberists
Monday, June 1, 2009
Summer Happenings
Friday, May 29, 2009
Sad Songs and Waltzes
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Some News
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Foiled Again
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Who's the demon in Angels in Demons?
Friday, May 22, 2009
Change of thought
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
5/13
Married to the Sea
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
5/12
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Two Incredible Things
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Macs are sooo P.C.
I have decided that there are a few different catagories of mac users.
1.) Pre-OSX users
2.) OSX Switchers
3.) iPod Switchers
4.) Intel Switchers
5.) iPhone switchers
Which one do you fall in?
I then quickly repented (a change of mind) and began to think about the genius of currency amongst modern society. Think about it, our society needs maintenance: computer help, car help, librarians, insert your job here, but not very many people do their job because they LOVE it and want to do it everyday forever. However...if you give the workers incentive, they will have to work. That incentive is needing money in order to buy things, if you need money to buy things, then you need to somehow have money...Voila! pretty incredible huh? But then think...if we didn't have currency in our society and were either hunger gatherers, or barterers...would society still work or exist as we know it? These thoughts kept me busy most of the day!
This looks like it might answer or confirm some of the above thoughts.
Currency
Monday, March 9, 2009
You down with APT? Yeah you know me.
Just the essentials: Couch, Record Player, iPod Touch, End Table, Quality Speakers.